Why is it that every fucking time I end up in school (doesn't happen that often due to work) I get a killer headache halfway through the day and lose 95% of my motivation of being there? If it were just for me, I'd given up a long time ago. The only thing making me stay is promises made to people I care about, to people who care about me.

Not understanding SHIT (that's what I get for being absent) gets me down, and that's something that's REALLY not welcome right now.

Death was just a simple glance across a dim lit room

ytinasni fo egrev eht on m'i

(Good?) old times.

If only I could reprogram myself..

### load on every December 1st

state="hibernating"

if christmas=="over":

state="awake"

else: print "Keep on sleeping to avoid a mental breakdown.:)"